You took my words away

Tonight

Posted on 2009.12.29 at 14:49

Baby, this is for you.
ONLY FOR YOU.

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Look alike?

Posted on 2009.12.28 at 15:29

Ok. Check again.
Does she really look like me?

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Pull me to the other side.

Posted on 2009.12.27 at 15:27

Now I feel like Bella in New Moon.
Caught between the Vampire and the Warewolf.

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So, life has been really a rolling stone these days. 2 weeks without Bi is already a torture. And, someone from my past decided to come back in my life and re-write my life story. It was awkward at first. In fact, it is still very awkward right now. Something about him sets an uncomfortable feeling inside me. And the way he addresses me, its like as if to him, nothing had ever happened. Pfft. How hard is it for me to pretend that nothing ever happened? The past can stirs everything. I only have a fading memory of him, or rather, that is what I chose to remember. And please, stop flirting with me again. This is not like before. Never again will be.

Aku ingin hilang ingatan.
Kau hadirkan ingatan yang seharusnya ku lupakan.

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Bunga

Posted on 2009.12.24 at 11:18

aku melintasi malam sepiku
tanpa dirimu di sisiku kekasih
rasa sesal yg selalu menghantuiku
di saat ku campakkan dirimu manis

walau kini engkau sudah
menjadi miliknya lagi
aku tetap cinta
ku harap engkau kembali
untuk maafkanku

bunga beri aku satu kesempatan lagi
jangan sampai ku mengemis padamu
bunga ku berjanji kali ini akan kutepati
karna aku lelaki

sudah ku mantapkan hatiku untukmu
hanya engkau yg mampu mengerti aku
tinggalkan dirinya kembalilah padaku
hanya aku yg mampu memahami

sudah tutup saja mata
lupakan semua
yg telah terjadi
mari kita mulai lagi
satu kisah cinta

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Us, the silly ones.

Posted on 2009.12.21 at 17:59

I want somebody to sleep with me, and just sleep. Someone to cuddle up with during a movie, on a couch. Stay up all night talking about nothing. Get lost in the woods together. Challenge me, let me challenge him. Talk about dreams, and make dreams. Have fights, the kind that only really matter just as long as you’re having them. Someone I can wrestle with, you know, play hard sometimes and not worry about breaking a nail or an arm. A guy who will bring me flowers once in a while, maybe a rock too or a shell of some sort. Something he saw that made him think of me, made him think “this might make my girl smile” as he smiles to himself. A guy who wants me, maybe even needs me, just a little, enough to hold onto me with everything he’s got.

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Keinsafan..

Posted on 2009.12.20 at 22:05

Moga kau menginsafi..

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Tak ku sangka.

Posted on 2009.12.20 at 21:27

Kau hilang bila siang mendatang.

Begitulah sikapmu oh sayang..

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Four Diamonds

Posted on 2009.12.19 at 11:52

Four Diamonds;
"If you're gonna stick with a backstreet boy, then you have to stop living like an uptown girl."

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Craving for Depp.

Posted on 2009.12.18 at 23:46
Tags: depp my heart

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Droplets on paper

Posted on 2009.12.18 at 14:47

I miss you
It's all I have to say
You're missing
I thought it better that way
But it kills me
And I can't fight this reliance
I'm drowning here
Amid this sick, strange silence
I need you
To tell you what I feel
To hear you
And remember what is real
When we said nothing
But it said so much
When we ran away
To get in touch
I feel you here
So lost inside me
I need you now
Or I'll fall apart completely
I miss myself
That piece you still hold
This space is hollow
Leaves me so cold
I can't forget you I never will
The way you changed me
Because I miss you still..
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight..

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Luka di kemudian..

Posted on 2009.12.18 at 12:15

Jangan jadikan dia seperti aku.

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Love is the nemesis.

Posted on 2009.12.17 at 10:59

You're the BATMAN and I am your CATWOMAN.

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IMY.

Posted on 2009.12.16 at 12:17

"My hands are waiting
to find their way back to you.
I will miss your skin.."

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2009 confession.

Posted on 2009.12.15 at 21:15

In 2009, I confess that I..

( ) stayed single for the whole year
( ) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
(x) kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else’s heart
(x) had a stalker
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(x) done something you’ve regretted
(x) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistletoe

OTHER
( ) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog
(x) listened to music you couldn’t stand
( ) went to a sleepover
( ) went camping
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
( ) visited a foreign country
(x) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t
( ) partied to celebrate the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you

In 2009 I…
(x) broke a promise
(x) lied
(x) went behind your parents back
(x) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
( ) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
(x) forgot your new years resolution
(x) met someone who changed your life
( ) met one of your idols
(x) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing
(x) pretended to be sick
( ) left the country
(x) almost died
(x) given up something important to you
( ) lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
(x) found out who your true friends were
(x) met great people
(x) stayed up til sunrise
(x) cried over the silliest thing
( ) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you
(x) had someone close to you die
(x) had a high cell phone bill
(x) spent most of your money on food
(x) had a fist fight
(x) went to the beach with your best friend
(x) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
(x) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) became closer with a lot of people

So finally..everything is reflected.

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With nothing but your T-shirt on..

Posted on 2009.12.15 at 18:47

Hey,
Let me tell you now.

Trying to decide, trying to decide
If I really wanna go out tonight
I never used to go out without you
Not sure I remember how to
Gonna be late, gonna be late
But, all my girls gonna have to wait cause
I dont know if I like my outfit
I tried everything in my closet
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Taking them off cause I feel a fool
Trying to dress up when I'm missing you
I'm gonna step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In bed I lay
With nothing but your T-shirt on..
Gotta be strong, gotta be strong
But I'm
Really hurting now that you're gone
I thought maybe I'd do some shopping
But I couldnt get past the door and
Now I dont know, now I dont know
If I'm
Ever really gonna let you go
And I couldnt even leave my apartment
I'm stripped down, torn up about it
Nothin feels right when I'm not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Takin them off 'cause I feel a fool
Trying to dress up when Im missing you
I'm gonna step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In bed I lay
With nothing but your T-shirt on..

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Chan chop khun..

Posted on 2009.12.13 at 12:11

His martial arts blew me away.

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Don't let me fly away.

Posted on 2009.12.13 at 12:02

You see no new mark upon my skin.
You see no tear in my eye.
You see no sign of pain.
You hear no gasp escape my mouth.
You hear no horror tale from my past.
You hear no words of pain.
You see what I choose for you to see.
You hear what I choose for you to hear.

And please, just be here.

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Blood red lips

Posted on 2009.12.11 at 23:16

This raw and alien feeling that has been burning, I have understood it now.

P O S S E S S I V E N E S S

[-adjective:
jealously opposed to the personal independence of, or to any influence other than one's own upon, a child, spouse, etc.]

It burns me.
But you didn't notice it just now.
Because I was trying so damn hard to control it, when normally I would just fail.
I didn't want you to go.
I didn't want you to let go.
But you need your space, and I was only a few millimeters away from liberally invading it.
I am sorry.

For I am a lady, of which you find fear.
I am your nightmare.
Your searing kiss, I control your very being.
I lite your soul a flame.
I give your body the most, aspiring of touches.
You do as I command.
And I shall do what I want with you.
But you are mine and mine alone.
No mortal woman shall have you.
No filthy demon shall lie upon you.
You cool my very core.
You tame my passionate heart.
You have my love, a wild beast.
Those that look at you in anyway.
Will die in a searing flame.